I
Go To America
by
Paramahansa Yogananda
Widely
regarded today as one of the preeminent spiritual figures of our time,
Paramahansa Yogananda is author of the best-selling classic
Autobiography of a Yogi, which this year celebrates its 60th anniversary
in print. Born on January 5, 1893, in Gorakhpur, India, Sri Yogananda
came to the United States as a young man in 1920, when he was invited to
serve as a delegate to the International Congress of Religious Liberals
convening in Boston. That same year he founded Self-Realization
Fellowship to disseminate worldwide his teachings on India’s ancient
philosophy of Yoga and its time-honored science of meditation.
This
excerpt is reprinted from Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramahansa
Yogananda, courtesy of Self-Realization Fellowship, Los Angeles, CA.
“America! Surely these
people are Americans!” This was my thought as a panorama of Western
faces passed before my inward view.
Immersed in meditation, I
was sitting behind some dusty boxes in the storeroom of the Ranchi
school. A private spot was difficult to find during those busy years
with the youngsters!
The vision continued; a
vast multitude, gazing at me intently, swept actorlike across the stage
of consciousness.
The storeroom door opened;
as usual, one of the young lads had discovered my hiding place.
“Come here, Bimal,” I
cried gaily. “I have news for you: the Lord is calling me to America!”
“To America?” The boy
echoed my words in a tone that implied I had said “to the moon.”
“Yes! I am going forth to
discover America, like Columbus. He thought he had found India; surely
there is a karmic link between those two lands!”
Bimal scampered away; soon
the whole school was informed by the two-legged newspaper.
I summoned the bewildered
faculty and gave the school into its charge.
“I know you will keep
Lahiri Mahasaya’s (Yogananda’s guru’s guru) yoga ideals of education
ever to the fore,” I said. “I shall write you frequently; God willing,
someday I shall be back.”
Tears stood in my eyes as
I cast a last look at the little boys and the sunny acres of Ranchi. A
definite epoch in my life had now closed, I knew; henceforth I would
dwell in far lands. I entrained for Calcutta a few hours after my
vision. The following day I received an invitation to serve as the
delegate from India to an International Congress of Religious Liberals
in America. It was to convene that year in Boston, under the auspices of
the American Unitarian Association.
My head in a whirl, I
sought out Sri Yukteswar [Yogananda’s guru] in Serampore.
“Guruji, I have just been invited to address a religious congress in
America. Shall I go?”
“All doors are open for
you,” Master replied simply. “It is now or never.”
“But sir,” I said in
dismay, “What do I know about public speaking? Seldom have I given a
lecture, and never in English.”
“English or no English,
your words on yoga shall be heard in the West.”
I laughed. “Well, dear
Guruji, I hardly think the Americans will learn Bengali! Please bless me
with a push over the hurdles of the English language.”

One early morning I began
to pray, with an adamant determination to continue, even to die praying,
until I heard the voice of God. I wanted His blessing and assurance that
I would not lose myself in the fogs of modern utilitarianism. My heart
was set to go to America, but even more strongly was it resolved to hear
the solace of divine permission.
I prayed and prayed,
muffling my sobs. No answer came. At noon I reached a zenith; my head
was reeling under the pressure of my agonies. I felt that if I cried
once more, increasing the depth of my inner passion, my brain would
split.
At that moment there came
a knock on the door of my Garpar Road home. Answering the summons, I
beheld a young man in the scanty garb of a renunciant. He entered the
house.
“He must be Babaji!” I
thought, dazed, because the man before me had the features of a young
Lahiri Mahasaya. He answered my thought. “Yes, I am Babaji.” He spoke
melodiously in Hindi. “Our Heavenly Father has heard your prayer. He
commands me to tell you: Follow the behests of your guru and go to
America. Fear not; you shall be protected.”
After a vibrant pause,
Babaji addressed me again. “You are the one I have chosen to spread the
message of Kriya Yoga in the West. Long ago I met your guru Yukteswar at
a Kumbha Mela; I told him then I would send you to him for training.”
I was speechless, choked
with devotional awe at his presence, and deeply touched to hear from his
own lips that he had guided me to Sri Yukteswar. I lay prostrate before
the deathless guru. He graciously lifted me up. After telling me many
things about my life, he gave me some personal instruction and uttered a
few secret prophecies.
“Kriya Yoga, the
scientific technique of God-realization,” he finally said with
solemnity, “will ultimately spread in all lands, and aid in harmonizing
the nations through man’s personal, transcendental perception of the
Infinite Father.”

The eve of my departure
for the United States found me in Sri Yukteswar’s holy presence. “Forget
you were born among Hindus, and don’t adopt all the ways of the
Americans. Take the best of both peoples,” he said in his calm way of
wisdom. “Be your true self, a child of God. Seek and incorporate into
your being the best qualities of all your brothers, scattered over the
earth in various races.”
Then he blessed me: “All
those who come to you with faith, seeking God, will be helped. As you
look at them, the spiritual current emanating from your eyes will enter
their brains and change their material habits, making them more
God-conscious.” Smilingly, he added, “Your lot to attract sincere souls
is very good. Everywhere you go, even in a wilderness, you will find
friends.”
Both of Sri Yukteswar’s
blessings have been amply demonstrated. I came alone to America, in
which I had not a single friend; but there I found thousands ready to
receive the timeless soul teachings.

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