FROM
THE HEART
The Divine Payroll
by Alan Cohen
One of my seminar students was a man of
great faith that he built through overcoming longtime alcoholism. When
Dan came out on the other side of his addiction, he embodied a
remarkable blend of strength and sensitivity.
“Sometimes I feel
embarrassed,” Dan told me privately. “I spend most of my time sponsoring
people trying to beat their addictions. I’m on the phone and at meetings
constantly. I love it and my people are doing very well.”
“Then what’s the problem?”
I had to ask.
“My income comes from car
sales – I used to be in the business. Now I buy and sell cars on a small
scale from my home. I turn around a couple of cars a week, which
provides me with enough income to spend the rest of my time supporting
people. I feel guilty because I work for just a few hours a week.
Shouldn’t I have a real job?”
I laughed and told Dan,
“You have the realest job in the world. You are helping people improve
the quality of their lives. You are on the Divine Payroll.”
If you stay true to your
purpose of healing, no matter what form it takes, universal sustenance
will keep you on the payroll. Your income may derive from your healing
work or it may come through another door. It doesn’t matter. The deal
is: You heal, life supports you.
For an inspiring
demonstration of this principle, watch the film Wild Parrots of
Telegraph Hill. This touching documentary chronicles the life of Mark
Bittner, a gentle soul who nurtured a flock of wild parrots in San
Francisco for over 25 years. Bittner spent most of his time feeding,
nursing and caring for this large flock and did not do any other “work”
for two and a half decades. Yet, because people recognized his devotion,
he was given free rent, meals and whatever else he needed. Bittner was
on the Divine Payroll.
One of my coaching clients
is a radio announcer who hosted a highly successful all-night show. He
had a marvelous undercover ministry, sending positive messages through
words and music to people awake during the night – folks who felt too
troubled to sleep, graveyard shift workers in prisons and mental
institutions and creative spirits. Yet there grew a parting of ways
between him and his producers, who were more interested in adhering to a
commercial radio formula. Finally his show was cancelled and he was out
of radio work for an extended time.
One of the gifts of this
period was his opportunity to use the time for spiritual growth and
inner healing, which he did quite successfully. As time went on, he
became concerned about sustaining himself in the absence of his former
income. Then one day during a coaching session he casually mentioned to
me that he had received a large check as an inheritance from the passing
of a distant relative.
“Why didn’t you tell me
this in capital letters and an exclamation point?” I asked him. “Can you
see that you are on the Divine Payroll?” Indeed he was.
Some people formalize
their contract with God, which you may wish to do as well. Charles and
Myrtle Fillmore founded the uplifting Unity Church movement back in
1889. Like many spiritual leaders, the Fillmores began with a leap of
faith. To formalize this, the couple literally wrote a contract with
God, stating that their part would be to carry out their ministry with
love and integrity and practice the principles to the best of their
ability. God’s part would be to sustain them in finance, health and
peace of mind. They signed the contract and lived by it. Well more than
a century later Unity continues to thrive and grow and has helped many
millions of people improve their lives. The Fillmores kept their end of
the deal and God kept God’s.
The same contract is
available to you if you choose to exercise it. Whether you identify your
source as God, Spirit, life, love or universal sustenance matters less
than that you recognize a loving intelligence that provides for you. You
may record your contract on paper or in your heart. The truth works if
you work it.
Do not try to dictate or
force the avenue through which your paycheck comes. Spirit has ingenious
ways to pay your due salary. It may come directly from your clients or
in a roundabout way. A friend of mine wanted to live near the ocean and
a friend of hers bought a million-dollar home on a Maui beach and asked
her to caretake it when he was not there – which is nearly all the time.
If you translate the value of living in that home to dollars, the number
is huge.
You, too, will be
sustained if you are true to your trade. Just remember the formula: You
heal, life supports you. It’s a done deal.

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